QinXin的部落格

作曲: M Mathers/R. Montgomery/L. Resto/P. Simon
作詞: M Mathers/R. Montgomery/L. Resto/P. Simon

I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be
我不想孤單一人
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
真的不想呆在黑暗裡了
Here I am, alone again

Can't get out of this hole I'm in
在黑暗中卻又無動於衷
It's like the walls are closin' in
好像被四周牆壁圍住無法自拔
You can't help me, no one can
你幫不了我的也沒有人能
I can feel these curtains closin'
我能感受到窗簾慢慢拉下
I go to open 'em
我想去拉開它
But something pulls 'em closed again
但總有些什麼阻止著我
(Hello darkness, my old friend)

Feels like I'm loathing in Las Vegas
感覺我已對這些槍擊案心生厭惡（2017拉斯維加斯槍擊案）
Haven't got the vaguest, why I'm so lost?
我腦子並不糊塗為什麼連這點東西都想不通了呢？
But I'd make you this small wager
當然我也願意和你打個小賭
If I bet you, I'll be in tomorrow'

誰更有勝算呢？
I'm so much like my father
我覺得我很想我父親
You would think that I knew him
你覺得我會認識他麼
I keep pacin' this room valium
我在房間裡吃著藥物
Then chase it with booze
再喝著酒
One little taste it'll do
抿一口就到位
Maybe I'll take and snooze
也許我可以休息一會兒
Then tear up the stage in a few
但這舞台就能撕裂（人都被殺光，槍擊案）
**** the Colt 45, I'ma need somethin' stronger
去他的柯爾特我需要一把火力更猛的槍械
If I pop any caps, it better be off of vodka
如果我開了一瓶酒（如果我拿起槍）最好是伏特加（最好是喝了酒後）
Rounder after round after round
一杯又一杯（一槍接著一槍，維加斯槍擊案爆頭）
I'm gettin' loaded
喝得如痴如醉
That's a lot of shots, huh?
喝了不少啊不是嗎？ （shot雙關射了多少子彈啊？）
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想孤單一人
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
不願獨身在漫無天日的黑暗中
Now I'm starin' at the room service menu off a Benzo
我吃了藥看著酒店的服務菜單
I can hear the music continue to crescendo
我能聽到音樂逐漸加強
I can see the whole ****in' venue from my window
我能從我窗戶裡看到整個場地
That's when you know you're schizo
這時你就應該知道你已經精神分裂
'Cause I keep peakin' out the curtain from the hotel
因為我一直在酒店的窗戶前望向窗外
The music is so loud, but it's almost as though
音樂聲太大啦但這簡直像
I don't hear no sound, I should get ready for the show now
我再也聽不到任何聲音我應該去為演出做準備了
Wait is this the whole crowd? I thought this shit was sold out
等等這就是所有人嗎？演出還沒謝幕？ （槍手只希望殺的人盡可能的多）
But it's only the opening act, it's early, don't overreact
別著急這還只是開場表演
Then something told me relax and just hope for the show to be packed
我感到放鬆下來只希望這場演唱地不會有人缺席
Don't wanna hit the stage before they fill each row to the max
座位沒坐滿之前我並不想上台
'Cause that'd be totally wacked
因為那樣會使我瘋掉
You can't murder a show nobody's at, but what if nobody shows?
你無法讓一場無人演出的舞台嗨翻起來但如果沒人看呢？
Panic mode 'bout to snap and go mother****in' wacko at any second
恐慌模式隨時都有可能會有炸彈爆炸
'Bout to cancel the show, just as fans below rush the entrance
當我取消演出時台下的粉絲也在沖向入口
Pan is a go to wreck shit, cameras in all directions
原本想要去把這些破壞但四面八方都圍著相機
The press is about to go ape shit bananas on all the networks
新聞要在網絡上傳瘋了
Commando with extra clips, I got ammo for all the hecklers
加長彈鼓我給這些人準備好了彈藥
I'm armed to the teeth, another valium
全副武裝又吃了一顆安定
Fall off the bed, hit the ground and crawl to the dresser
從床上摔下倒在地上爬到櫃前
Alcohol on my breath as I reach for the scope
酩酊大醉當我去拿瞄準鏡時
I'm blackin' out, I'm all out of meds with them benzodiazepines gone
我暈過去了因為我什麼藥都吃完了
Now it's just magazines sprawled out on the floor
現在只剩下滿地的殘剩彈夾
**** the media, I'm goin' all out, this is war
去他媽的社交媒體這是一場戰爭而我要全力以赴了
(Hello darkness, my old friend)

I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
People start to show up, time to start the show up
大家都已進入場地是時候準備演出了
It's 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
晚上10.05分幕布開始升起
And I'm already sweatin ' but I'm locked and loaded
我已汗流浹背也上好膛了
For rapid fire spittin' for all the concert goers
對觀看演出的人火力全開
Scopes for sniper vision, surprise from out of nowhere
狙擊手的視野突如其來的驚喜！
As I slide the clip in from inside the hotel
當我在酒店裡更換彈夾時
Leanin' out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
倚在窗外就像Kaiser Sosay（(電影the Usual Suspects裡的殺人犯）
Finger on the trigger but I'm a licensed owner
扣下扳機但我是個持有執照的持槍者
With no prior convictions, so loss the sky's the limit so
沒有前科所以沒人能限制我
My supplies infinite, strapped like I'm a solider
我有數不勝數的補給就好像被士兵附身
Got 'em hopping over walls and climbing fences
讓人們跳牆爬欄桿
Some of them John Travolta, staying alive by inches
有人就像特拉沃爾塔那樣苟延殘喘
Cops are knockin', oh, ****, thought I blocked the entrance
警察把門砸開去他媽的我還以為我堵住了入口
Guess show time is over no suicide note
演出已經結束沒時間再寫遺書
Just a note for target distance
只是記錄一下目標距離
But if you'd like to know the reason why I did this
但如果你想知道我為什麼要這樣做
You'll never find a motive, truth is I have no idea
你永遠找不到動機事實是我也不知道
I am just as stumped, no signs of mental illness
我也被這個問題難住了沒有精神疾病跡象
Just tryin' to show ya the reason why we're so ****ed
我只是想讓你知道我們為什麼這么生氣
'Cause by the time it's over, won't make the slightest difference
可是一切都結束了這些東西會至死不變
(Hello darkness, my old friend)

I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中

People start to show up, time to start the show up
大家都已進入場地是時候準備演出了
It's 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
晚上10.05分幕布開始升起
And I'm already sweatin ' but I'm locked and loaded
我已汗流浹背也上好膛了
For rapid fire spittin' for all the concert goers
對觀看演出的人火力全開
Scopes for sniper vision, surprise from out of nowhere
狙擊手的視野突如其來的驚喜！
As I slide the clip in from inside the hotel
當我在酒店裡更換彈夾時
Leanin' out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
倚在窗外就像Kaiser Sosay（(電影the Usual Suspects裡的殺人犯）
Finger on the trigger but I'm a licensed owner
扣下扳機但我是個持有執照的持槍者
With no prior convictions, so loss the sky's the limit so
沒有前科所以沒人能限制我
My supplies infinite, strapped like I'm a solider
我有數不勝數的補給就好像被士兵附身
Got 'em hopping over walls and climbing fences
讓人們跳牆爬欄桿
Some of them John Travolta, staying alive by inches
有人就像特拉沃爾塔那樣苟延殘喘
Cops are knockin', oh, ****, thought I blocked the entrance
警察把門砸開去他媽的我還以為我堵住了入口
Guess show time is over no suicide note
演出已經結束沒時間再寫遺書
Just a note for target distance
只是記錄一下目標距離
But if you'd like to know the reason why I did this
但如果你想知道我為什麼要這樣做
You'll never find a motive, truth is I have no idea
你永遠找不到動機事實是我也不知道
I am just as stumped, no signs of mental illness
我也被這個問題難住了沒有精神疾病跡象
Just tryin' to show ya the reason why we're so ****ed
我只是想讓你知道我們為什麼這么生氣
'Cause by the time it's over, won't make the slightest difference
可是一切都結束了這些東西會至死不變
(Hello darkness, my old friend)

I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中