QinXin的部落格

作曲: M Mathers/A. Young/L. Resto/D. Abernathy Jr./T. Lawrence Jr./D. Parker
作詞: M Mathers/A. Young/L. Resto/D. Abernathy Jr./T. Lawrence Jr./D. Parker

I could be with anybody, I choose you
我可以和任何人在一起，但我選擇了你
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
但是，這不是我對你使用暴力的藉口
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I used you
但沒有人知道我經歷了什麼，所以我利用了你
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
說實話，我不知道失去了你我能做什麼
So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew
所以我拒絕失去，即使螺絲鬆了或者保險絲斷了
But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you
但我想我可能會對你產生一種寬容
'Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you"
因為前一分鐘我還在喊"去你的"
Next I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you
下一分鐘我都收回，我猜你會說我試圖將你鬆開
But the ****'s about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up
但事情馬上就要發生了，我感覺到了
Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off
你躺下，我脫下你的上衣
You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off
你難以抗拒，你讓我神魂顛倒
My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash
我的朋友說我不該跟你在一起，廢話
I'll never love again
我不會再愛了
The way I loved you
另一個像我一樣愛你的人
Did you find someone new?
你還會找到的嗎
Are you doin' this with them?
你還會與他們如此嗎
'Cause I remember when
因為我記得
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
既然記得你還屬於我的時候
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
我們曾經形影不離
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
你知道我對你的愛至死不渝
You used to always have my back
你以前總是做我的堅強後盾
Some days it feels like you're all that I have
有時候真的感覺你就是我的全部
That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can
這就是我為什麼盡我所能地留住你
And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran
而你只是想要我的錢，所以我才把你捆住
Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand
我還以為我完全控制住你了
But if not for my financials
如果不是因為我足夠的錢
I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample
我就不可能擁有你
Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull
很多日子，我都只是在發呆
Myself above this rut​​ and you're so much of a handful
無法控制自己的衝動，你真的是個難對付的人
I can only take so much of you all at one time
我一次只能消化一部分的情緒
Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes
因為關於你的太多讓我難以承受
Gotta take you in dozes, but when you're not at my side
但當你不在我的身邊，我需要一點劑量
I shake in convul​​​​sions, separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest
分離的焦慮讓我在抽搐中顫抖，因為我們本可以是最親密的
Yeah, baby we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious
耶，寶貝我們都絕望了，我們還是別鬧的太兇了
Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives
結合？我們知道，著就像在玩火
Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis
太過危險，但我的腦袋被催眠了
Such a wide range of emotions
如此廣泛的情緒
Migraines, but why the **** am I takin' these MOTRINs?
偏頭痛，為什麼我還要吃這些藥物
Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean
布洛芬，就像海裡的一滴水
And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken
你修理著我心理破碎的日子
But the ****'s about to go sideways, I just know it
但事情已經不會再入以前了，我知道
I'll never love again
我不會再愛了
The way I loved you
另一個像我一樣愛你的人
Did you find someone new?
你還會找到的嗎
Are you doin' this with them?
你還會與他們如此嗎
'Cause I remember when
因為我記得
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
既然記得你還屬於我的時候
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
我們曾經形影不離
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
你知道我對你的愛至死不渝
You used to always have my back
你以前總是做我的堅強後盾
So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you
所以我如此沮喪，因為我太懦弱而不敢離開你
Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality
頭腦被蒙蔽在謬論中，但在現實中
Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm counting sheep
不知為何就像我躺下睡覺數著羊
You' re bound to creak
你一定會崩潰的
'Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me
因為我每一次轉身，你都會出現在腦海
You're my Xanax and my valium, I'm an addict you're a downer
你就是我的藥物，我是癮君子而你是我的鎮定劑
You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet
你是我的習慣，就像我在櫃子裡找到你
But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof
但我無法打開，因為這需要對兒童安全的認證
A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you
在你身邊我只能感到被惡魔與惡棍圍繞
Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket
每一次我失去你都感覺糟糕極了，就像我曾珍惜著你
Now I'm flippin ' over the furniture, punchin' holes in the walls through
現在我砸著家具，敲打著牆壁
Everything that we've gone through
一切我們一起經歷的
How many times you've ****ed me
多少次你讓我崩潰
But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you
但當我在你身邊時，我感覺自己站在頂峰
Swore my fealty, but word to GOD
我向上帝發誓我的忠誠
I thought you loved me, but you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you
我覺得你愛我，但你想要殺我，這都已經過去了
Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to
別再給我打電話了，我的反應就是鐵證
The Ambien and Tylenols too
還有Ambien和Tylenols
Fxck all you
都去你們的
Fxckin' **** *
去你的
We're done
我們結束了